Well comming out is starting to have its negative effects. My mom flipped out on me again, but this time it was different… she was saying that this is some sort of a joke for attention and to stir up drama to entertain myself. Which I would never even do and she knows it. She even started crying because i told some of my friends before i told her. I really just don’t understand why she thinks she is so easy to talk to when shes not, i mean look at her reaction, what is she doing now? this is why! I feel bad. Really bad…. she may not be reacting the way i wanted her to but i still love her, and don’t want to see her like this…And Now She doesn’t want my little sisters exposed to it or me telling anyone else so shes locked me away in the house…. I just don’t know what else to do, i cant see any of my friends, i even had to miss one of my best friends birthday today. I just don’t know what to do, i feel like everything’s falling apart and there’s nothing i can do.